b2d0762948 everyday Im just trying not to fall apart. am scared that it gets easier of the memories fade. My mum passed away in 2005 which really broke me apart. I still have a stepdad whom I do not like very much but I am 17 weeks and 2 days clean!! And Im not depressed I just have days where I will be thinking about it a lot. # my papa, do you know what problem we are facing now-a-days? papa my mothers life has became more than horrible.She is missing you in every moment of her life. I wish I had a magic wand to fix this all&but I dont. I know his heart stopped beating at 1:43pm on June 24th, 2010 but Im not quite sure when he stopped loving the Beatles or its a mad, mad, mad, mad world (psh, he definitely still does). I just hope my family & I will heal.
I dont want to feel like a failure I wasnt that last hug or I love you. Please help us. This article really sums up how we felt and still do feel.even though we were 26 when it happened. # Life without my Dad. www.deborahfallows.com 139 Characters - 18 Words - Total Views - 655 views. Jessica said on October 12, 2014 at 2:03 am . I dont want to imagine losing any of the people close to me, it would break me in half. My husband died in 2005 leaving my two sons fatherless.
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